The Writing Sparrow Episode 4 | A Chat About Formatting, Book Trailers, and Book Covers with Becky Wright

This week I had a chat with Becky Wright, indie author and founder of PlatformHouse Publishing, which she runs with her husband and where they create book trailers, covers, formatted interiors, and promo images for authors. I have worked with them on several projects (including the cover for this podcast!) and happily vouch for their quality and affordable prices.

You can find out more or book PlatformHouse Publishing for your project on their website.

Alternatively, find out more about Becky’s books

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Sarina Langer  00:08

Hello, and welcome to the Writing Sparrow podcast. I’m Sarina Langer, and this podcast is all about writing, publishing and marketing your book. You can find transcripts on my website at sarinalanger.com. Let’s get started!

Welcome back, friends and Sparrows, to episode number four. It is the 28th of September 2020, and today I have Becky Wright with me on zoom. Apart from being an indie author herself, she also runs a full time business, Platform House Publishing with her husband. And that’s what we’ll be talking about today. The services they offer include formatting, book trailers, and book covers. And I have worked with them myself on several projects. Well, first of all, welcome to my podcast. You’re the first person I’ve interviewed for it. I’ve done one interview before but for someone else’s podcast. But it’s a lot more weird when it’s my own.

Becky  01:15

Yes, yeah, you’re in control. So it’s fine. You’re in control.

Sarina Langer  01:25

I am, I am very in control. I’ve done the first episodes just with myself. And that was incredibly weird and awkward. So it’s actually a lot easier doing an interview because I can see you. Of course the listeners, they can’t see anything. But I could see you while we were doing the interview.

Becky  01:43

Yeah, you’re not getting crazy. You’re not talking to yourself,

Sarina Langer  01:45

thank God. It’s been a worry for many years. This is very different. And I mean, your business, as you’ve just said to me, before we started recording it, you’ve been really busy. I’m really chuffed for you. Because what you do is normally so good. So you’ve done a few things for me. You’ve done trailers, you’ve done a cover for a short story, and now you’re doing another few covers for the podcasts. And you’ve been formatting for me? Yes, now we’re doing this as well. So I know how good you are. And I know how fast your turnaround is as well.

Becky  02:21

We do really try to be really quick. We try to be realistic, because most people want things done yesterday.

Sarina Langer  02:29

Oh, yeah, I know that.

Becky  02:31

Because that’s the thing with writers, you know yourself. We’re all… we’re all involved in the actual writing process. We think, Oh, I need to get this sorted. When do I need it? Well, I needed it yesterday. But I suppose I better talk to someone about getting it done. And then we do have a little bit of a time… a time issue cuz my husband works full time. Yeah, so yeah. So because he deals with all the the trailers and the book covers and  the digital aspect. And he’s in charge of that. So on his days off… well he doesn’t get a day off. His days off, he’s working for me. So whenever he actually gets a day off–

Sarina Langer  03:10

It’s got to be so hard for him as well, because I’ve– The first episode I recorded for this, apart from my introduction, was about burnout and how important it is to look after yourself and to take time off. I trust he still gets some time for himself even–

Becky  03:25

Yeah yeah. Well he went fishing last night, so I was quite happy

Sarina Langer  03:30

Night fishing. That sounds so relaxing.

Becky  03:34

Yeah. He loves fishing. Fishing is his go-to sort of chill-out time. Doesn’t have to think, doesn’t have to talk to anybody, doesn’t have to talk to me.

Sarina Langer  03:52

I can’t really see you being very demanding. But of course with this job, because there are so many things happening all the time and all at once, I mean your to-do list must just completely blow mine out of the water.

Becky  04:03

I work with my diary, my diary is attached to my palm most of the day. It sat on my desk and it doesn’t move and it’s, it’s constantly open and I’m constantly updating because I have a brain like a sieve. Yeah, I think it’s, it’s, it’s that writer’s brain because we’re all… it’s marshmallow most of the time. You’re so consumed by words and plots and characters who decide to do their own thing.

Sarina Langer  04:33

Weirdly enough in this lockdown, everyone’s been talking about how at first they didn’t really do any writing. And then they just kind of got into a new routine and they ended up writing and plotting and world building and all that and I just burned out really bad.

Becky  04:50

I didn’t do anything. No, I’m with you on that reading. My reading has had to take a backstep. I’ve had to prioritise because everybody decided, right, wait, I’ve got all this time on my hands. I’m gonna write. So now I need formatting on book covers, and we’ve been so busy because of that.

Sarina Langer  05:12

But I’m so chuffed for you because of course you just set up the business. I think it was only last year and it’s just completely blown up, so that’s credit to you and your husband for how good you are.

Becky  05:25

Thank you. It’s wonderful to hear. I mean, we get some fantastic words of reviews. And everyone’s saying, oh, my goodness, that’s amazing, I never never imagined that’s what it was going to look like. Because most people have an idea. We all have an idea in our head, yes. But when it’s actually visual, and you can actually see, especially with the trailers, the trailers are… they are the thing.

Sarina Langer  05:47

When I first asked you to do a trailer for me, to me, it felt like the hugest thing I’ve ever done. Definitely, because normally, when you think of a trailer, like something that you might see on TV, or maybe in the cinema, so for little me, with five books published and a box set, to have a trailer for my book was something so bizarre.

Becky  06:10

I know. And we really try to… I mean, we did a lot of extensive research into the market and what was available out there. And if you’re a big publishing house, with, with massive funds behind you, it’s okay, you can have these beautiful, beautiful trailers with real actors and, and we thought we can’t do that. But James has fantastic access to videos, and we’ve incorporated a lot of moving aspects to the trailers now. And yesterday… this is actually a sneak peek. No one knows this. My new, my new novella is coming out very soon, and obviously James has decided that we’re going to have this fantastic trailer for it. Okay, well, I’ll leave that to you. And he’s found a voice artist, and  she’s done the read-over the top. So rather than just having music and the words on the screen–

Sarina Langer  07:11

You stepped it up another bit. Yeah, that sounds incredible.

Becky  07:16

It was a little trial thinking Well, okay, how good is it actually going to be and so we sent the blurb and she did it. And the turnaround was like within hours actually. And, and it was so amazing. I literally just cried last night thinking–

Sarina Langer  07:31

Oh, I feel that. When I first heard my narrator start reading Rise of the Sparrows, I just started thinking, Oh, my God, this is… she’s reading my book. And she just read that Cephy is crying, and she’s actually doing some crying noises. And I feel like… I actually feel really bad.

Becky  07:53

It’s amazing how your characters… I mean, in your head and in the readers head, we have our own thoughts of what they sound like, what they feel like to hear, like, even if they were in the room and having a conversation with you. And when an audio artist puts that into reality, and all of a sudden your words that you created. This just… it’s a fantastic feeling.

Sarina Langer  08:15

It’s one of my favourite things for me so far. I mean, I published my first book about four years ago, and there’s been so many highlights, absolutely. Like your book trailer, for example. But hearing a narrator read it and do the accents as well, for me was the first time I’ve thought about… I’ve really thought about the accents. Because as you’ve just said, your character sounds a certain way in your head. Usually it’s just you. And then when you do an audiobook, you have to hand in the list of all the characters, if they have any speech habits, whatever. And I just sat there thinking, well, Kaida should probably sound Japanese, because that’s where she’s from in the book. And to me, she just sounds like a fancier version of myself. Obviously, I’m not Japanese, and I don’t have an accent. So to hear her do that, for me was a bit of ah this is really weird.

Becky  09:09

Yeah, yeah. But also really good. Yeah, fantastic. We’re learning all the time. All of us. We’re all learning. Every time, I know, these little milestones and these little steps we were climbing and it gets a bit bigger and we climb ever more. And it’s like, are we going to do this and, and when we take a step back and actually look at how much you’ve achieved? It’s amazing as an independant author because we don’t have massive publishing houses behind us.

Sarina Langer  09:41

We have to do everything ourselves. Obviously, we can outsource quite a few things. But ultimately, that’s down to us. You know, we don’t have someone who says, By the way, we’ve just started work on your cover. This is the person who’s going to be doing it. You know, we end up doing all the research into that ourselves. We have to find someone ourselves. And then hopefully we get a mock version the cover so we can choose something. And then we’ll take it from there. But, you know, I think quite often when people first decide I’m going to write a book, they don’t necessarily know how much actually goes into this process, because it’s not just sitting there. And the words probably won’t just pour out magically with rainbows and sparkles attached. It is actually really hard.

Becky  10:27

Yeah, I mean, I don’t know about you, Sarina, but when I first decided, oh, I literally woke up one morning, I thought, I’m going to write a book, everyone looked to me and thought, she’s… she’s lost the plot today. I had no aspirations of doing anything with it apart from getting the story on paper.

Sarina Langer  10:47

That’s probably the best way to approach it to be fair, if I end up having no expectations. And then when your first book ultimately, doesn’t do very well, because most of our books don’t, but it’s fine. By the way, you know, don’t go expecting that your first book is going to make you famous overnight. And you know, if you go in with just the expectation of just I’m just going to write a book and see what happens. I think that’s really… that’s a really healthy mindset to have.

Becky  11:14

Yeah. And I think it’s also for personal achievement, knowing that you’ve created the character, that story. And it’s unique to you. And we all know that there’s only certain, certain amount of plots out there, there’s only a certain amount of scenarios. Yeah, but no one’s told that story in your way. So it’s your story.

Sarina Langer  11:34

I’ve recorded exactly something like that yesterday, one of my first episodes is – or was I guess, at the time you’re hearing this – about whether your story is good enough. And that’s one of the things that I said, that you don’t know how much your story is going to grow, or what it might become, your first idea is just that it’s just, it’s just the starting point of something that will blow up into something much larger than what you can perceive right now at the very beginning. It will grow into something so beautiful.

Becky  12:05

Exactly. And it’s also when you first start you do have… I suppose there’s, there’s people have different feelings. Some people like myself, and probably you I’m just going to put this story down on paper and see how I feel about it. And the characters do grow. And I never quite know exactly when I start, I have, I have a general idea of what genre and where I think I’m going. But really is not until the characters pick up the plotline and thinking I will actually, I’m going over here with this

Sarina Langer  12:42

Actually, I may be a little bit drunk right now – not me, the character – cuz so often you just, you just don’t expect at all where they’re going to go. Often I’ve just thought well Rachel, where did that come from? We did not talk about that. I can’t- I don’t remember allowing this

Becky  12:57

Exactly. And I think it is the moments where you, you realise that… I think that you realise that you’re meant to be doing this. If it’s not, if it’s something that comes naturally and the characters then do it themselves, then you are not necessarily in control. So it’s something that’s happening. I think, if you have to put too much structure into it, and you have to plan too much, right, in this chapter this has got to happen, this conversation has got to happen, it’s too regimental, it’s too planned and then it becomes a little bit limited.

Sarina Langer  13:35

I mean, I, I plan and I plot quite a lot, I’m definitely more of a plotter. But I also always think of myself more of a very flexible plotter, so I know where things are going to go. I know roughly what the end is. Sometimes I have a very faint idea, but I would never sit down and, and know exactly what needs to happen in every single chapter and how long they need to be and then stick to that so rigidly that my book suffocates.

Becky  14:04

That’s it. Yeah, yeah. I mean, I think we all need some sort of idea where we’re going Otherwise, we’ll end up in nonsense which goes around the circle and no one’s getting anywhere.

Sarina Langer  14:13

Exactly. And I don’t believe that people who say that they are complete pantsers have no idea whatsoever when they’re going in, because you must have had some kind of idea that made you sit down and decide to write this down.

14:25

That’s it. So you already have something.

Sarina Langer  14:28

Exactly, no, it doesn’t have to be a completely full blown structure that’s really long enough to be its own novella in its own right. But you have something and because of that you probably already have some idea of where it needs to go or where you would like it to go. So that’s… that’s a plot. It doesn’t take long, but that’s a plot, that’s an idea and direction.

Becky  14:50

Yeah, where you’re going and who your character is. I always tend to start with a character. I just listen and know them quite well. They’re thinking, Okay, now what’s happening with you? What you up to here? What’s he going to do. Let’s see where that goes next.

Sarina Langer  15:06

I just throw 100 tarantulas at him. Will he panic? I would, I would probably just have a heart attack and die. It’s fun to do because you know, who knows what they’re scared of until you throw 100 tarantulas at them? Yeah, me too. I should try that. The first question that I’d written down for you was formatting related because for me formatting, and I think for many writers, is the Antichrist. Formatting for me means wanting to throw my laptop out of the window, taking a pillow and screaming into it until I have no voice left. But you enjoy it.

Becky  15:53

I absolutely love it. I think the problem is I am slightly dyslexic. And which is really strange to be a writer. No, I think I’m a storyteller. So as long as I can tell the story, I leave the other aspects in the hands of others like you to deal with the other things. But when it comes to formatting my brain and my eye works on visual. And I like things to look neat and tidy, and uniform. So I think formatting is the way. And when we don’t use… we don’t use templates. And I looked into all of that initially. So I build my own templates. And we do it all in Word. And then I input, I import everything else. And… but I’ve learned, I’ve learned everything the hard way.

Sarina Langer  16:53

I mean, there’s only so much research that you can do before you actually have to start doing it. When I started writing my first book, I thought I knew roughly what I was doing plotwise. But since then, I think for every book that I’ve written, my procedure has changed again and again and again. So you’re just constantly evolving.

Becky  17:12

That’s it, and you just learn, like we’ve, we’ve had the conversation before that you are, we are always learning this, is never a business that you can sit static and thinking, yeah, I know what I’m doing. I’ve got everything figured out, I’ve got this template now. And my next book will be easy but it’s gonna kick you in the butt and it never works. And I think I would like to think that most independent authors out there have the same mindset that they know that this is a learning curve. And the industry’s forever changing, there will always be something new.

Sarina Langer  17:47

I mean, just think back a few years ago, we still had CreateSpace. And now that’s gone. And everything just runs over KDP. And that just yeah, it seemed to happen overnight, but in Amazon’s defence, I think they’ve, you know, they’ve really given us quite a long time to get used to the idea. But it’s just changes like that, that you don’t see coming at the start of the year. I guess.

Becky  18:10

That’s it. Yeah, exactly. 2020 is a fine example of that,

Sarina Langer  18:14

Oh, blimey, I mean, I had so many plans at the start of the year, and none of it has happened or happened in quite the same way. Because I think the whole–

Becky  18:21

Everybody’s in the same boat, and that, that’s the population, we’re all in this together.

Sarina Langer  18:26

And I think as writers, we have this mindset, as you said that we know it’s going to be a learning curve. So when something like this happens, we don’t freeze and we go well, I don’t know how to deal with this. We go on, it’s just another thing that I didn’t plan on.

Becky  18:40

It’s a plot twist. We have to just adapt. Let’s just see how this pans out. How exciting.

Sarina Langer  18:48

Um, yeah, exactly. I mean, yes, I’m so I’m so grateful to you with what you’ve done with my box set. Because Originally, I thought, well, I’ve done the formatting for the other books by myself, I’ll do the box set and the novella too. And then for all my following books, I’ll give them to Becky. And then I sat down and thought, actually, I just I gave it to her

Becky  19:13

Absolute pleasure to know. I get… I feel quite honoured every time someone gives me a piece of work to do. I feel quite honoured to be part of part of the process. Yes, it’s so personal to the writers. And there’s a real element of trust, giving somebody your manuscript and saying, right, now put this into book form. Because obviously, we get it in an A4, full-run on manuscript and then it’s transferred into a book and then you… It’s when you get that proof copy, and yes, my goodness, it actually looks like a book. It doesn’t look like some random files on my screen. Those don’t make any sense to anyone but me. It actually looks like a really big paperback that you might just see walking into Waterstones, for example. I feel quite honoured to be part of part of that for everybody. I mean, it’s like when last night, I was formatting my own book, which is quite strange because I haven’t done that for a while because it’s been a year since Mr Stoker and I came out, or even year and a half. And so when I sat and did that I thought, Oh, it’s my writing on this. What am I going to do with it? Because, like yourself, we get a brief and and, and I give suggestions and things we can do to it. But obviously, depending on the genre, a lot of the time it’s either very decorative, or it’s very plain.

Sarina Langer  20:45

Yeah, it was anything that I hadn’t never considered, before I really started talking to other writers is that different genres, obviously have completely different expectations. So you’d probably format a horror book, for example, completely different to a contemporary.

Becky  21:03

And that will be down to the actual, the actual font that the the main body of the text is in to the font of the title headings, and whether you’re going to have ‘chapter one’ or just ‘one’ or having Roman numerals. Yeah, it literally does depend on the actual genre. So it could be very slick, and very clean, which sometimes you’re thinking of from a formatting point of view, that’s going to be really simple. But it isn’t because you need… because otherwise, it looks, it’ll look really bland, and the most simplest addition, or a font, or the title size, or the position can really make a difference on that.

Sarina Langer  21:42

Yeah, it can really make it blow up in a very, very good way. And just completely change how you look at it. And, yeah, I mean, I always think that the first page is so important, because you might… when you open a book, and you’re instantly in love with the layout, and everything just looks so pretty. You immediately know as a reader that the author has really thought about this.

Becky  22:05

It’s the, yeah, it’s the time taken and the attention to detail. And the love we all put into our our books is not just about the story. I mean, it has to, it has to follow through I think, especially nowadays where most, well, a good percentage of our independent sales come via ebooks. And, and years ago, it was just a case of Well, once it was in that format, it didn’t really matter because you couldn’t do anything with it. It was just a, it’s just an ebook. That right there is the cover. There’s ebook. It’s all about story. But now there’s so many things we can do. And it doesn’t have to be and we can make it match the paperback. So we’re not restricted. I mean, we are restricted on some, some elements don’t translate, don’t convert into ebook very well. So we find ways around it. I’m a great one for finding a solution. If I have a problem, it may take me a few days. And I may email the client back and say, Okay, can you leave it with me a couple of days, I need I need to get to the bottom of this one. So again, it’s going back to that I’m constantly learning I’m learning ways to around situations where in the past we said, Oh, we can’t do that. So I will always do my damnedest.

Sarina Langer  23:27

I know this from personal experience as you do, because when I’ve had books come back to me from me, and I was just something where something wasn’t quite right. And I’ll send it back to you again. And I always feel really bad when I do by the way. She thought she was done and here is something that’s not quite there. And you’re always really fast getting it back to me as well. So I know that as soon as I send my book to you, my worries are over. And I think for me, that’s such a, it’s such a such a breath of relief. Because I know that as soon as it’s in your hands, I can stop worrying.

Becky  24:01

And that’s wonderful to hear. But I also think that’s because I’m an author myself,you know, I understand from everyone’s point of view that this is your book baby. You want it to be perfect, but you also want it now. Because I mean, I am probably the world’s worst. I’m so impatient. And I do have the, erm, James will tell you, it’s like, I want this well, when do you want it? Well, I wanted it last week,

Sarina Langer  24:28

But I hadn’t thought of it in advance.

Becky  24:32

I’m terrible. I mean, if with every every piece of work that’s booked in with us, whether it is formatting, book cover or book trailer or images, anything, everyone gets this form like you know, we have this form and you fill it out so we have as much information as possible and a lot of the time the information may seem irrelevant, and people start filling out like, well, I don’t really know what to put in there. But chances are we will need it because unfortunately like James, especially the trailers and the book covers, he can’t read everybody’s book before he does that book trailer. So it’s getting a real feel for characters, plot scenes, seasons, feel what music, the, the characters like to listen to everything so we can then, you know so we can have a clear vision before he goes into the piece. So going back to me being the world’s worst. Jay says to me, so what do you want for this trailer? Well, I don’t know. Yeah. So. So we’re formatting, I try and get as much possible information from, from you. And then because I am an author myself, it’s very important to get the changes done as quick as possible. Because I know that the process is so intense for publishing, because there’s always something you need to do. There’s always–

Sarina Langer  26:04

There’s always something. I think, which book was it? That was one book that I published, I think last year? Well, for me, probably the first time ever, I was done quite early. And I think I had everything uploaded to Amazon. And I was so nervous because I thought that everything was done and just, I just kept thinking I must have forgotten something. There must be some things that are gonna go wrong in the last second, because there’s no way I’m this prepared.

Becky  26:07

I have a checklist. I have a checklist of everything I need to do

Sarina Langer  26:36

I do. But I don’t question my checklist. And then I’m like, did I forget to put the most important point on there?

Becky  26:42

I have added to it. And it’s like, keywords and categories, and things like that and getting those right. And it’s just it’s the publishing process. It’s so once it’s out there, it’s almost that sigh of relief, isn’t it? Is that release day? And you’re thinking, you have them initial nerves? Oh, my goodness, someone’s going to read my book. And then you’re thinking, ah, okay, well, it’s out there, there’s nothing else I can do for it for the minute. I’ve just got to–

Sarina Langer  27:12

Just get it out there. And you know that, by that point, you couldn’t have done any more to make it the best it can be. So you just need to move on. Because otherwise, you’ll end up just worrying about it constantly, instead of writing the next book.

Becky  27:26

Yes, exactly. And I do know a lot of writers, especially writers on their first debut novels, where they’re, they’ve almost got their date set to release, and they’re still going in and fiddling with it.

Sarina Langer  27:42

I try… I must admit, I have done that. I always try not to do it. But there’s always something that you just suddenly remember last second, we thought– Two weeks ago, someone told me that I missed a comma somewhere, something that your reader won’t even care about, but you care about it. Because you know now that it’s there. And

Becky  27:58

Yeah, but there does have to– There does come a time where you have to put it down and you have to say, Okay, I have, because otherwise you’ll be panicking for that, for that release day. And you’re thinking what? Well, once it’s locked in, you can’t do anything, it’s coming out in two days time and you find–

Sarina Langer  28:15

You’ve done everything you can do. You can’t possibly, can’t possibly do… Why, even more than that, because eventually you have to let it go and move on. I think so many of us tend to, tend towards perfectionism, which is…

Becky  28:30

I think that goes with the word author. To some level I am I am, I am terrible. And it’s relinquishing responsibility. I know a lot of us have that issue. No, I like to format my own book. I will sort this out myself. Sometimes you have to relinquish that and give it to somebody else

Sarina Langer  28:53

I think it’s especially writing the first book. Yeah, it’s always this thing of no, I can do it myself. I don’t need any help. It’s my book. No one else gets this book like I do.

Becky  29:02

I Oh, I so did that. I totally get that.

Sarina Langer  29:05

It’s totally fair. Obviously, we completely understand where they’re coming from. But also, I think it’s, it might be quite difficult to accept at first. But it’s very important to accept that your formatter, for example, and your editor and your cover designer, they’re working with you, they’re not working against you, they what do you want for your book, which is for it to be the best that it can possibly be.

Becky  29:29

That’s it. That’s it. I’m more open now than I used to be with suggestions. So if someone says but you know what, that’s great. But have you thought about this? I’m like, Well, no, brilliant. Let me think about that. 

Sarina Langer  29:43

Because it could be good! And actually, why haven’t I thought of that, that’s genius.

Becky  29:48

It’s not seeing the wood for trees. Sometimes when you’ve looked at something for so long because you created them words, you’re so blinkered by what it contains, that you don’t see the most obvious Ideas sometimes, though, it’s taking somebody else’s viewpoint, which is, you know, the beta readers are so important.

Sarina Langer  30:09

I’ve got a few episodes planned, just dedicated to beta readers alone and critique partners, because they will absolutely save your work and they will be valuable. I don’t think either of us can quite stress just how important these people are.

Becky  30:24

No, no. These things we’ve learned, we’ve learned along the way. Because I think in in the very beginning, and I didn’t fully appreciate just how important that was.

Sarina Langer  30:37

No, I didn’t when I first published Sparrows, I did the bare minimum. And I’m, you know, for me, it’s been such a steep learning curve. But obviously, we’ve all had that I got, I did a proofread. I had that done. And I had beta readers. And that was that that was the extent of what I did, which is why a few years later, I republished it. Because I did, I did it very badly. The first time. And I think I, I got back about 21 pages worth of feedback from my beta readers on that first book, just things to chang and things to take out. And now, erm, Brightened Shadows with my beta readers right now. Hopefully, I’ve got it back, actually, by the time this airs. And so far, all I’ve had, I’ve heard back from about half of them, and I’ve had people saying this should be a movie, I can picture this so well, it should be it should be a movie and I just I loved everything I completely forgot about even taking notes, because I just enjoyed everything. So you know, to go from having 21 pages worth of this is shit and this is terrible and this makes no sense and this was wrong and you spelled that wrong to just getting a completely forgot about even taking notes because it’s so good…

Becky  31:51

That’s it. When you know you’ve done it, but because we’re all learning. The mind in process is learning every, every, every new book, whether it’s the same genre, you’re going, like, I’ve gone slightly off kilter with this latest novella, I won’t divulge too much of that, but I’ve gone slightly off. It’s still Gothic. It’s still horror, but it’s gone slightly in a different direction. But it’s, um, but you’re always learning and you’re always progressing and everything is a little bit slicker. And because you’re learning, you’re thinking, Oh, yeah, that’s gonna, someone’s gonna read that and thinking No, and, and you look at it and think, no, I’m not happy with that line. And you reword it. And,

Sarina Langer  32:31

And then you probably put it back again to how it was to begin with.

Becky  32:37

And the clip, the clip board and thinking, no, okay, maybe I’ll put that one back in. Yeah,

Sarina Langer  32:42

Just, just just to see how it looks, just to see how it reads. And you know, I always think when I, when I read books, in the few moments that I take for myself to just enjoy a book that someone else has written. If you just look at any one sentence, you think you could have taken that word out.

Becky  32:59

Mm hmm.

Sarina Langer  33:00

And maybe he even completely obsessed over that, but the word is still in there. And, you know, it reads perfectly fine.

Becky  33:08

Yeah, yeah.

Sarina Langer  33:10

So it’s probably fine if I don’t obsess over mine, quite to this extent.

Becky  33:15

As a reader, as a reader, I think that when you’re reading a really good book, as in a good story, a lot of the time you’re so – like you’ve just said about your beta readers with this one. As you’re reading, you’re not reading as a writer, you’re reading the story, because you’re so involved, and the characters are taking you with them. And you’re feeling their emotions that a word a lot of the time, all the extra little words, you don’t actually read anyway, because you’re, you’re reading the story, rather than the actual line, aren’t you. As an editor, you read the lines when you’re editing, but when you’re a reader, you are reading the story, and I am just like you on the different– oh like when we said about formatting, when I pick up a book, and I do definitely try not to do it now. But I will look at the layout and thinking, Okay, I quite like that. And it’s terrible, rather than the actual words.

Sarina Langer  34:13

No, do that. I do that quite a lot. And I’ve just now started doing it with movies as well, everyime we’re watching something just casually with popcorn on a Saturday evening, I think, you know, this moment that is called the dark night of the soul and I can tell you exactly what’s coming up next. I mean, he does care and he just wants to enjoy the movie. As we all should.

Becky  34:35

Yeah, me and James do the same. We’re watching, we’re watching… he doesn’t watch horrors. Despite what I write, he doesn’t watch horrors. So to get him to sit down and watch one with me is quite, quite a task and we do it occassionally and I will be like sitting thinking I know what’s going to happen next, and if it doesn’t, well, they really missed a trick there because I’d have written that.

Sarina Langer  35:00

It could have been so good.

Becky  35:03

And he watches, he spent so much of his time watching movie trailers. So I think a lot of, a lot of, a lot of the book trailers that we’re doing now are becoming more and more cinematic. Because he watches… he will sit on YouTube and he will just be scrolling through and watching movie trailers constantly just to get more ideas on the graphics and on the sound. And he’ll say, Did you hear that? And I’m like, What I didn’t hear. He said, the sound effect there. Because he’s, he’s picking out everything. So I think everything’s evolving. But it just goes back to how we’re all learning something all the time.

Sarina Langer  35:39

constantly. But it’s also really exciting. And I think you’re like me, and that is that you don’t mind all the learning you actually quite enjoy it.

Becky  35:46

No, I love the learning. Going to bed at the end and thinking, Oh, well, I achieved something today because I didn’t know how to do that yesterday.

Sarina Langer  35:53

Exactly. I mean, this week for me has been so daunting. And again, awkward. I can’t stress how awkward it’s been for me. But also, I’ve learned so much. And I felt genuinely pleased last night when I left my office and thought, you know what, it’s been really hard. And I’ve spent so much time just feeling so awkward for myself, but I’ve just recorded two podcast episodes.

Becky  36:16

That’s such an achievement.

Sarina Langer  36:17

And I’ve done it and I should be really proud of myself.

Becky  36:20

Very proud.

Sarina Langer  36:21

And we had pizza last night. Thank you. So I think you do need to celebrate your successes no matter how small they are, and no one else will do it for you.

Becky  36:24

Well there you go! No, that’s it. That’s it. And we do, we do need to do that. And we need to congratulate ourselves. And I think as it’s too easy for everybody to put themselves down. Oh I’m not sure if this is good enough. I’m not sure if I’m good enough. Well, you’re not in any competition with anybody else, you’re in competition with yourself. And as long as you think that you are growing. And I think that’s important. And that’s important with the learning that with especially with an indie author, that the process is inside you. And if the second book is better than the first in your own mind. You’re thinking, no, that’s better than that. Then you’ve progressed. And if you’re learning when you’re writing the sentence structure, and you write a paragraph and you’re  thinking, Oh, my goodness, I love that, then you’ve learned something.

Sarina Langer  37:19

Yes. And you should celebrate that because it’s such an achievement.

Becky  37:24

Exactly. We don’t, we don’t get… It’s not like we’re going to university, and we’re getting all these degrees to do what we are doing. Because it’s, because it’s, because it’s creative. And we’re all in different genres. And we’re learning different aspects of it. And we’re growing as we go. So it’s, it’s a completely different, completely different industry. I think now, as well as it’s, it’s changed, the independent authors, it’s such a massive part of book publishing.

Sarina Langer  37:59

Yes, it’s growing so much all the time.

Becky  38:03

Also, it’s, it’s, we can need to congratulate ourselves and feel proud, rather than having this stigma attached to the fact that we’re not traditionally published,

Sarina Langer  38:12

well, which is perfectly fine. And we need to be okay with it. And you know, not everyone ends up being an indie author because we can’t get a publisher. For me, it’s because I don’t want a publisher. I’m such a control freak.

Becky  38:30

I was gonna say exactly the same thing. I need to be in control, and if I were not in control, I don’t think I would enjoy the process and then put pressure and restraints on–

Sarina Langer  38:40

Absolutely. And we already do plenty of that ourselves anyway. And you know what, the idea of someone saying, by the way, this is your cover. And this is what we’re using and me thinking, but I hate it. I don’t think it represents my book. The blurb doesn’t represent my book, it, it’s almost ambiguous, and almost seems to show that it’s a different genre than it actually is. I would hate that so much.

Becky  39:02

That’s it? Yeah. Yeah. And because we, we are creative minds, I think most of us have an idea of what we want the visual aspect of the book to look like, even if we can’t put that in to creative aspects, you know, so we need a cover designer to do it. We all have in our minds, I like our characters, we know what they’re going to look like, we know how they talk in our heads, and we created them. So we know what that book needs to look like, and we have a feel of this is how, this is how I envisioned it. And if it doesn’t, if you’re not in control of that… Now not saying that if a publishing house, a big one decided to approach you and said, right, we’d love your books, and we’re going to– and this is what I can do. Most of us would say, Oh my goodness, yes. Where do we sign?

Sarina Langer  39:51

I think I would say okay, let’s let’s have a tea and we can discuss this.  And you know, I’m very flattered, but also let’s just talk about it. Because it’s still in my book, and I need to have a certain level of control over everything. But also Yeah, sure, let’s, let’s absolutely talk about it. You know, I’m open to the idea. But a lot of it would certainly need to happen on my terms.

Becky  40:12

I mean, I’ve purposely never… I have never gone down the route of traditional publishing. I’ve never approached a publishing house. I’ve never sent a manuscript off. I’ve never done it. And I think most of us have, but I never have. And I think that… and that’s fine by me. And it’s not because… I’m not traditionally published because I was turned down. And because no one’s even had the opportunity to turn me down. And it’s not one of those decisions I made because of fear, or fear of rejection, it was more of a case of… No I’m quite happy to do it how I’m doing it. I’m quite happy to be in control. Yes, I’m not a number one bestseller. No, you can’t buy mainstream in the bookshop, you can’t go into the supermarket and pick it off the shelf. But you know what, that’s fine by me. It’s available on Amazon, you can still click, and you get it delivered. Or you can just download it instantly. Readers are still out there. And it’s still being read, and it’s still being enjoyed. And I think that’s it, and if you can connect to it– It’s like reviews, they are so important to us. But when you get one, and if you’ve really hit home with that one reader, you said, Oh, my goodness, this part in this book, and I absolutely loved it. And I– then that’s, then it makes everything worthwhile.

Sarina Langer  41:46

Absolutely, definitely. Yeah, I mean, I think we’re always told to have an ideal reader mind when we write, someone that we want to write to. But most of us probably don’t actually know this reader, it’s just someone that we’ve created. So then we have this guide when we write, that we have this rough idea of who we might be aiming for. But when you then find a review like that, as you said, it shows you that actually, this person does exist. And they’re loving all the moments that are… that I wrote for them, for this person. They’re all connecting.

Becky  42:19

Yeah. So it’s when they really connect with the characters, and they feel the emotion. I mean, I think a lot of the time I write, I write what I want to read. And so I am the reader. I think a lot of the time, I think, Well, you know, I… No, this is the book, this is, this is, this is my genre. This is the genre I write. This is the genre that I choose to read. If I can pick up a book, this is my favourite genre. So I write that, I don’t think you can work any other way. But I think I am the reader that I am aiming for. And I think, well if I’m there, there has got, there has got to be other readers who want to read it too. And and if people don’t connect with my book…

Sarina Langer  43:06

That’s fine, they’re just not your audience.

Becky  43:09

We all like if– the thing is, if we all liked the same genre, we all liked the same books, we’d all be writing the same books, and there’d be no diversity out there and we’d be bored. Exactly. We would be really bored. They’d be monotonous amounts of the same thing, whether it’s axe murderers, or Gothic horrors, or fantasy with Dragons or romantic fiction. There’d be so much of the one thing because we’d all write the same, so.

Sarina Langer  43:45

Well, let’s get back maybe to talking about your business. What always really impresses me, and we’ve already touched on that a bit earlier, is how much you get done. You’re so incredibly prolific with the business. You’re always working on something.

Becky  44:04

Yeah, I used to procrastinate terribly. I used…

Sarina Langer  44:09

How do you… how do you plan out your day? How… how… how?

Becky  44:16

working around a six year old at home is and obviously been in lockdown was not fun. And home schooling was not great to add into the mix. But I think I don’t sleep very well. And that’s going to be an honest, but and I think that’s simply because my brain is so full of everything I’ve needed to do. So I try and transfer that onto my diary. So every morning I look at my diary, every night before I go to bed. I’ll add anything that I didn’t get done today, ready for tomorrow and prioritise. I try and prioritise. And a lot of the time clients always come first, because everyone’s on a deadline, and I work my deadline… my deadlines around everybody else’s. And this is a lot of the time why we work so far in advance. At the minute we’re only taking bookings for December. I’m booked up until December. But we’re still… we’re already taking bookings for 2021. So I’m already got diary bookings up to spring.

Sarina Langer  45:17

That’s amazing. And it’s very well deserved.

Becky  45:20

Thank you. And it’s simply because our time is so precious. And it’s also… most of us can work in advance, most of us know, Okay, I’m writing this book is nowhere near finished. But I do need to plan the cover. And I even… if I have no clue at all yet what the cover is going to be, I’ll book it in the diary.

Sarina Langer  45:43

Yeah, and I must say, I’m the worst for that. Because as my cover designers will tell you, I book a cover. And then eventually I say, Actually, yes, we can do it now. But just so you know, I’m not going to be ready to finish the cover, because I have no, no idea how thick this book is going to be. I haven’t even finished the first draft. So I don’t know why I thought half a year ago that I should book this. But let’s just say that things came up and I ended up, maybe I ended up editing a different book, or maybe I had something to do there. Maybe I set up a podcast, and I mean, the covers for the Blood Wisp trilogy… I think I got the last one done at the start of last year. I’ve had this covers sitting on my laptop for for over a year, for nearly two years on some of them. And I’m still working on the second draft of the first book. Because this monster has changed so much in ways that I definitely did not predict. And you know, as you know, sometimes it’s just what happens, but I booked these so far in advance. So I think I will be, when I book a cover, I almost need them to say, Are you sure? Are you sure you be ready?

Becky  47:00

Yeah. I mean, we tend to book clients in and it’s never on, it’s never for a week, it will usually be a month, right? Okay, you’re booked in for this month, because we know that everybody has to adapt, and a four week period will give us leeway for anything that’s working over, over its time or over anticipated timelines. Because a lot of the time as we know we do something and you think, yes, that’s what I want. And then you’re like, Well, actually, can we put this on the cover? Or can I change that blurb? So because James is only available for certain amount of hours in the week, I will then say, right, okay, well, we need to do this, but it may be 48 hours time, I may not be able to get it done today. So in a four week period. So if I say someone’s booked in for November, they, they’re booked in for the whole of November, not because it will take the whole of November to do the job. But because then we can shuffle them around, and then I will give myself that flexibility, and I’ll always try and prioritise people depending on their timeline and where they are in their publishing process. And when their, when their release date is. And a lot of the time people will be like, okay, I want to get this out, say November, I’m booked in for October, I may try and get them in for September thinking, You may have been over eager, and it may not be ready. So I’ll always try. And so I juggle, say my calendar, my diary may look quite strict at the beginning of the month, and by the time I get to the end of the month, everybody’s changed position and jobs have been brought forward and put back because I’m working around everybody. So it is a juggling act. And then I have to block out days for myself which feel quite guilty. And I own the early days, timelines and my own deadlines will often put off and put off all the time because I was desperately trying to get clients in before myself, and James said to me Okay, you’re going to have to block out, why don’t you give yourself a whole month and I was Oh no, I can’t do that. I can do, I can do, I do like two or three days at a time maybe a week in a month that hasn’t got a lot on, so when I say that we’re booked up into, we’re not taking bookings until December. We’re not solidly booked up but we are because I’ve got a release coming out. And then James is like well I still do need your cover. I still need to do your trailer. We’ll need to format. And then I still have, erm, and then that gives me enough space and room to put people in on quick notice because a lot of the time we have a lot of I’ve got this right ready to go, can you just change this for me? Okay, that’ll take me a couple of hours but let me. So I need them sort of days where they, they’re that hovers in the in the diary where there’s nothing particularly in but I know I’m going to be busy at the end of the day. Something always comes up.

Sarina Langer  47:25

Something will come up, often last minute.

Becky  50:04

And now I have a podcast cover!

Sarina Langer  50:10

Well, that’s just rude, I don’t know who would do that.

Becky  50:14

Which is why we which is why I allow myself these days knowing that I can always get something in during the course of a week at the drop of a hat a lot of the time, so I will do that.

Sarina Langer  50:26

Well, this has already gone on a lot longer than I promised. And I think this is a really good note to finish on as well that if you… if you can’t be bothered, or you just, just the idea of doing your own formatting is giving you a slight like panic attack and you want to scream into a pillow, book Becky and James, book Platform House Publishing and do it now because they get booked up really quickly.

Becky  50:51

Really quickly. Yes, and we’ll always try and get everybody in. I hate turning clients away. And I, and I don’t turn them away. I’ll always juggle around.

Sarina Langer  51:02

There you go. Book them now and you will definitely get a slot with them and you will be very pleased that you did.

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September Progress | Where Did that Podcast Come From??

Happy autumn, friends and Sparrows! *jumps into leaf pile*

Well, September has been full of surprises! For instance, I didn’t think I’d start a podcast this month. That surprised me.

I also don’t go back to the day job until next week. It was supposed to be this week, but then my manager changed it, so I had a little more time than expected!

I’ve also reshuffled when I post what, effective immediately. As of today, this blog’s schedule will be:

Monday – podcast transcripts; Wednesday – mini book reviews and misc.; last Friday of the month – progress report (unless the last day is a Thursday; in that case, I will post on Thursday so there’s not too much time between the end of the month and my progress update); First day of the month – monthly goals (if the first day of the month happens to be a Monday, I will post on Tuesday)

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Blood Wisp

I’m making progress! It hasn’t been much this month – again, it’s been a confused 25 days – but I’m pleased with how it’s progressing. I think I’ll focus on it next month so I can get this second draft done.

The Silence of Magic

I was excited to come back to this, too, but I don’t think I’ll be able to write both books at the same time. I’m sad about it, but I think I’ll have to set this one aside and focus on Blood Wisp, which has been a longer time coming and therefore deserves priority.

More time to build the world between writing sessions <3

The Writing Sparrow Podcast

This was as much a surprise to me as it is to you XD I’ve been tempted to start a podcast for years but always stalled, and then this month I decided to go for it. It’s terrifying – I’m not used to putting my voice out there – but I’m slowly getting used to it and I do enjoy the interviews.

I’ve spent a good chunk of the last two weeks learning how to record and edit audio, finding the best way to share the podcast, and generally learning as much about it as I could. It’s been a steep learning curve, but I’m an author – I’m used to it *high five*

I also spent most of that time staring at my screen and out the window trying to convince myself to start recording at all *ahem* #introvert #sociallyawkward

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The Writing Sparrow Episode 3 | Is Your Book Idea Good Enough?

We’ve all doubted whether our novel ideas are enough, but I’m here to tell you that yes, it is, because all it needs to do is exist!

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Unknown Speaker 0:08
Hello, and welcome to the Writing Sparrow podcast. I’m Sarina Langer, and this podcast is all about writing, publishing and marketing your book. You can find transcripts on my website at sarinalanger.com. Let’s get started!

Unknown Speaker 0:29
Hi, friends and sparrows. Welcome back to episode three of my podcast. It’s the 21st of September 2020. And today, I’d like to talk about a common question I actually get quite often: is your book idea good enough?

Unknown Speaker 0:46
I see quite a few people who think that they have this idea that they would really like to write about, that they think might be interesting as a book, but they haven’t started yet or they’ve shelved the book and they haven’t come back to it for a long time, because they don’t think that it’s good enough to ever be published. This is something that many of us have felt at one point or another, and there is a really simple answer to this. And that’s that yes, your idea is more than good enough. Because all your book idea needs to do is just exist. And then everything that you do with it, you know, all that comes later, the things that really make it unique to you. All that can come later. The only thing that your idea needs to do is just be there for you to work with and to mould into this beautiful thing. But for all that to happen, first you need the idea. So just alone for that reason, yes, your idea is plenty good enough. Your first draft is a whole other matter and it deserves its own episode.

Unknown Speaker 1:54
One thing I also see quite often is that maybe you really like your idea, but it’s been done before or you’re not sure if it has been done before. And again, there’s an easy answer to that, and that is that yes, it has been done before, but it hasn’t been done by you before. There’s actually a really easy experiment with this that you can do that might just put your worries at ease a bit. Give two people you know – you can totally be one of those people – a writing prompt, anything you can think of, and ask both of them to just write a small story to that prompt for 10 minutes or however long you’d like. And I guarantee you that both of those stories are going to be a little bit different. They will both have the same foundation, which is of course the writing prompt that you have set, but because two different people are then writing them, they will go into completely different ideas. There might not even be the same genre anymore. So, if you’re worried that your idea alone isn’t good enough, just see how much just one little prompt can be taken in completely different directions.

Unknown Speaker 3:00
My process is usually that, to start with, I really like my idea. This is why I’ve decided to write a book about it, because it’s really taken me by storm and this is something I really want to write about. So I do that. And then usually somewhere while writing the first draft, I start to doubt the idea. And then eventually I put the book away, let it rest for a bit before I start editing. And then normally when I start going over it again, I suddenly realise that actually, it’s a really good idea and actually, there’s a few really good things in this book. But then by the time I’m done with it, I’m not so sure anymore. And that’s perfectly normal because you end up spending so much time with it.

Unknown Speaker 3:45
But remember, your idea is just the first building block. After that, once you actually start writing and you start to develop your characters and you start to build your world and you get beta readers and critique partners and your editor and all those great people involved, your book is going to develop a lot. So you just can’t know where it’s going to go that early on. And, you know, chances are that by the time you’re done writing your book and you’re ready to publish your first idea will still be there, but it will also have come such a long way that you can’t really compare it in the same way anymore, because it’s unique just because it’s changed so much from what it was when you first thought of it.

Unknown Speaker 4:30
Now, if you’re still worried that something that you’ve written is too similar or that it’s just simply too predictable and therefore not strong enough, there is one tip that I got roughly 10 years ago when I wrote my first book – and that’s before Rise of the Sparrows even, this is the book I don’t normally talk about. It’s not something I’ve published. It was sort of my first adventure into writing anything longer than an A4 page. And one of my favourite authors at the time, Karen Miller – she’s written the Godspeaker trilogy, for example: Empress The Raven Kingdom, and Hammer of God – and she’s actually the reason that I started writing at all. I remember reading Empress and just thinking, I want to do this, this is awesome, I need to do this myself. And I had a very brave moment, and I sent her an email. And I figured that she would never actually reply to me, because, you know, in my head, she was just one of the biggest, most important most famous authors of all time. I asked her if there was anything that she would tell me that, you know, that I might be able to take away. And she actually got back to me and I was just… I was so over the moon, that she had taken the time to reply to me. She said that one thing that she was told when she started writing is don’t write down the first thing that you can think of. Instead, go with the ninth thing, or the 10th thing, or even the 11th thing, because if it’s obvious to you and it’s the first thing that you think of, chances are it will be obvious to your readers as well. And then they won’t be surprised, and they will be able to maybe predict your entire plot, and that’s not exciting. So instead, go with maybe the 10th solution that you can think of, because by that point, you probably really need to think about where you can take your book and what you can do with it, say, won’t be obvious to your reader anymore, either.

Unknown Speaker 6:31
So if you’re still thinking about whether your book idea is good enough to do anything with, yes, it really, really is. You will take it into such a great direction that you can’t even predict yourself right now at this point. It will grow so much more. But it can only do that if you start writing and try to do something with it. I actually really envy you this stage, because it’s honestly one of my favourite things in the beginning. You’ve just had this idea that you may turn into a book. And it’s so exciting to me because anything can happen at this point. Your characters can go anywhere, they can become anyone, they can do anything. Your book can become anything you want. So yes, your idea is definitely good enough. Because who knows what kind of journey it’s going to take you on? But you need to be brave, and you need to start and then just see what happens with it. And, you know, if at the end, if you’re still not sure, you don’t have to do this yourself. You’ll have beta readers, you can get critique partners, you’ll have an editor, and all those people will be more than able to tell if there is something in your book that’s still a little bit flat even then.

Unknown Speaker 7:46
So don’t worry about this at this stage, just get started. And I guarantee you if you put in the work, your idea is going to be absolutely incredible. And it’s going to lead you to places that you can’t imagine at this point. So just get started.

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And this is your action step today: just start writing. And I know it’s really hard, the beginning is always the worst and just your first sentence alone is going to change so many times. But you’ve already got an idea, and that is more than enough to get started with. And remember, you can always polish your draft later. But you can’t do that if you don’t write it down in the first place. All your idea needs to do right now is exist. And then the rest later is honestly mostly up to the editing and just… Your first draft? Just… Just enjoy it. Enjoy the process. Just get it out there and enjoy every second of it. If you’re still doubting if your idea is good enough, feel free to leave a comment, or you can also message me elsewhere on social media – links for that will follow in a second and they’re also in the show notes. I’m happy to talk about your idea and tell you that it’s good enough any day. So just get in touch and we can have a chat about that.

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The Writing Sparrow Episode 2 | My Experience with Burnout and How to Avoid It

In April 2020, I burned out bad. It took me over two months before I was back to myself again, and I want to help you avoid the same pain. In today’s episode, I talk you through some of the symptoms, how burning out for two months affected me, and what you can do to stay far away from it.

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Hello, and welcome to The Writing Sparrow podcast. I’m Sarina Langer, and this podcast is all about writing, publishing and marketing your book. You can find transcripts on my website at sarinalanger.com. Let’s get started!


Hi friends and sparrows, and welcome to Episode Two. Today is the 21st of September 2020, and today, I’d like to start by talking about burnout – what it is, how to avoid it, and how to recover should you push yourself too hard after all.


So, the reason I’d like to start with burnout instead of, say, how to write your book is because your mental health matters maybe the most in this endeavour, and because we need to be more open about mental health in general. So I wanted to start with the one thing that you maybe need to look after the most if you want to write and publish your book and not completely defeat yourself in the process.


Before we start I just want to say that I’m not a therapist, I’m not a licenced mental health professional or any health professional in any way. But I can share my own experience with you and hope that it helps you stay as far away from burning out as possible. If you’ve ever burned out before, you know just how unpleasant this is, and if you haven’t, I can tell you what I’ve gone through.


So, I have burned out three times… say, two and a half. The first time, I just I sat down one morning at my desk to write, I had the book open, and I just stared at it for maybe 15, 20 minutes. And I just, it was almost like I’d forgotten how words worked, if that makes sense. I just I felt so tired at the same time. But I’d also been struggling to sleep, and I thought that’s why I was tired. So, I thought I just sit on the bed for just a minute, maybe I nap, and I’ll feel better after and I’ll be able to get the words out. And instead, I couldn’t get back up again. It was really bad. I even took time off. I called my boss and said sorry, I can’t come in, I physically can’t move anymore, it’s weird. She knew what was going on, so that was really helpful. But it took me… it took me a couple of days to recover and get back to myself again.


But then this year around April, I burned out really, really, really badly. And the really annoying thing about that is that 1) it had been coming for a while, for roughly a year in the making, but also I knew that I was burning out. And for some reason some part of my brain just went, ‘it’s fine, you can totally push past this, it’ll be okay’. And it was not okay at all. I took about… god, you know what, I think I took about two months to recover again. And even after that, I couldn’t just get back into my normal routine like I had been before the burnout. So even though I was mostly feeling like myself again, if I overdid it one day – and that didn’t take much, by the way, I’m not talking about working for like 20 hours one day, I mean just sitting down to write for two hours straight. I could just feel myself draining again. So I still had to take it easy for a little while.


The things that started this one… As I said, it’d been coming for a little while, for about a year. Last year, I was working from home full time, I’d quit my day job to be a full time author and editor because I actually really like editing. Some people find that weird, I really enjoy it. But it’s also a really, really difficult thing to make work when you’re relying on it for income. And I’ve done the stupid thing of basically just completely overdoing it. I took on too many things at once. And then there were a few other things besides that as well like worrying about money, for example. So ultimately, around April this year, everything just… it just completely overflowed. And I just I physically couldn’t do any more. Like, I had the book that I was supposed to be working on open on my laptop, I sat in front of it, and just thinking about just cutting one more word from it… I could feel my energy just go. So I sat down on my sofa in my little home office and I called my mom because I thought, you know, just talking to someone I love is going to help a little bit at least. And I think I just started crying on the phone to her. So I think that’s when I knew that I had to stop. My body and my mind had literally forced me into a position where I had to take a break. And I really don’t want that to happen to you, because it was not pleasant at all. As I said, it took me about two months to recover again, and even then it wasn’t ideal.


What do you look for? How can you recognise if you are coming close to that? Well, the symptoms are always a little bit different from person to person, but I think the most common things -for example, maybe you can’t sleep properly, or maybe you do but you’re still feeling just tired all the time, you might get irritated really quickly, you might not have any motivation, even for things you normally love doing. Those are normally my telling signs. But also what made it worse for me was that I just I couldn’t do anything anymore. As I said, there were things that I can normally do, like reading a book, for example, and it’ll help, but it just… I couldn’t even do that anymore. By now I can tell when I’m getting there, but it has taken me burning out in the first place to know what it feels like. By now, I think I can roughly tell when it’s about to happen, and I can now make sure that I take this break. But obviously, ideally, you wouldn’t be in that position in the first place.


Normally to recover, as I said, I might… I might read a book, or I might play computer games. And this year, none of that worked. And I think what I’d done was that I had generally burned out on all kinds of stories, because I had just, I hadn’t really done anything but for more than a year. I haven’t even taken time off properly. Obviously, I took weekends, but I hadn’t really had a proper week off. I just completely overwhelmed myself. And I think because both parts of this – the editing and the writing – you know, they’re both related to stories, I couldn’t even read anymore. I couldn’t play video games anymore. Nothing. There wasn’t any way story-related was fun anymore. So I decided I had to pick up a new hobby, something that had nothing at all to do with plots, basically, and I took up knitting. It has helped a lot, but for this burnout, I needed to do more than just one thing, which you may well need to do as well. But it depends entirely on how severe your burnout is.


Hopefully, you won’t be in a position where it takes you several months to get better again, but this is actually your action step for today! I would like you to make two lists. Make one list of things that you enjoy, things that calm you down, things that help you feel more like yourself again when you feel tired. This can be something like going for a walk or knitting or reading if it helps, or maybe you’d like to binge-watch something on TV, or maybe you like to go swimming, or maybe you do yoga, whatever it is that you do, write everything that helps you relax onto this list. And on the other one, make a list with your symptoms. I have listed a few in this podcast if you’ve never burned out before and you’re not quite sure what to look out for. I’m also listing a few in the show notes, so you can just copy that.


Also tell someone you’re close to what to look out for, because quite often when you burn out, you might know that you’re tired and that you should take a break, but you will probably try to talk yourself out of doing it. You’ll probably feel like you can’t take a break, to be honest, because that’s normally how I feel. I know that I’m too tired, I know I need to take a break right now, but there’s always this part in your mind that will go, ‘You can’t have a break, you have a deadline.’ Even if you don’t actually have a deadline, you might still feel like just taking this one day off, or even just an hour is going to put you so far behind this deadline that may not even really exist that you can’t possibly ever hope to catch up again, which is rubbish. But it’s also a very clear sign that you have possibly pushed yourself too far.


There is nothing on your to-do list anywhere that can’t wait for you to get better first. You might have clients or maybe work with someone else and maybe they have deadlines, which is fair, but you know, always talk to them about this. If you don’t think that you can work for a little bit, if you feel like you’re just that mentally and physically exhausted, talk it through with the people you’re working with, whether that’s a boss or maybe someone you’re editing for, or maybe someone you’re writing copy for, because it’s not in their best interest either for you to keep going when you have nothing left to give. You will not be able to do your best work at that point, and it doesn’t help your own books either. So it’s just better to take a break. And hopefully that way you won’t take yourself out of the action for two months and a little bit after that to really get back to feeling like yourself.


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The Writing Sparrow Episode 1 | Introduction

Meet Sarina, indie author of dark epic fantasy, mama to one beautiful cat, and your host for this writing podcast!

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Hello, and welcome to The Writing Sparrow podcast. I’m Sarina Langer and this podcast is all about writing, publishing and marketing your book. You can find transcripts on my website at sarinalanger.com. Let’s get started.


Hello, friends and sparrows, and welcome to my first ever podcast, The Writing Sparrow. Woo! How exciting is this! And very daunting and very terrifying. It’s the 21st of September 2020, and this is podcast number one.


I’m Sarina, and I published my first book just over four years ago in 2016. And at the time of recording this, I have published five books and the box set of my first trilogy. And with this podcast, I’m hoping to make this journey a little bit, or hopefully a lot, less daunting for you and a lot less overwhelming for you so that you can also finish your first book, and get publishing and become an author.


But I want to stress first and foremost that I’m definitely not an expert. I have made many mistakes along the way, which definitely helps, but it also means that I definitely do not know everything. And I don’t think that there is anyone who does. Just because something doesn’t work for me at all doesn’t mean that it can’t work for you. And likewise, for example, just because I like plotting my books doesn’t mean in any way that you can’t pants your book–you totally can.

I’m hoping to bring you a mixture of solo posts like this one, where I will talk about my experience and the things that I have learned over the years. I will be doing interviews, the first one coming up shortly with Platform House Publishing, Becky will be talking to me about formatting, doing book covers, and all that good stuff. And I will also be talking with other authors about their own journeys and their experiences so that you get quite a wide range of journeys and experiences and so that you can see that whatever it is you’re doing, there are lots of other people who totally know what you’re going through, or have been there and definitely know what you’re struggling with, and hopefully it will shed some light on this whole thing for you so that you can figure out what works best for you.


I promise to keep all my episodes short and give you action steps after every solo show so that you can take something away from it, something that you can put to use right away.
So, why am I calling this the sparrow podcast? Well, as you might know, my first thought Rise of the, ahem, Sparrows clearly has it in the name. And I’ve also been using it since then here and there around online. For example, on my reader group on Facebook, it’s called Sarina’s Sparrows. And for me, it’s a reminder that I have published a book and I can totally do anything because I’ve managed that and it wasn’t easy. But I’ve learned a lot from it. And this podcast right now, wow, guys, it’s very far out of my comfort zone, but I’m doing it. And if I can do this, you can 100% finish writing your book this year, or maybe next year, and you can absolutely publish it. And you can also become a self published author, because I managed it and God knows I did not know what I was doing, which does not mean that I know now. I definitely don’t know everything there is to know about this now.

Now, before we begin, every now and again you might hear this sweet little meow in the background, because I am mama to one beautiful baby kitten… well, she’s like six years old, but you know what I mean. She’s very chatty. She likes to say hello. And if you hear a meow in the background, that’s my baby! Say hello. She’ll know with her superior kitty senses.
So, let’s get started. Let’s get you writing and publishing your book. Thank you very much for listening, and let’s dive right in!


If you enjoyed today’s episode, maybe learn something along the way, hit the subscribe button. You can also connect with me on Twitter @sarina_langer, on Instagram and Facebook @sarinalangerwriter, and of course on my website at sarinalanger.com. Until next time! Bye!


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A Chat Over Tea with Horror Author Villimey Mist

Welcome back for another author interview! This month I had a chat with Villimey Sigurbjörnsdóttir, a horror author from Iceland.

Vill and I go way back. I’ve been her editor since her first book, and she’s been one of my critique partners for just as long. We’ve seen each other’s writing at its best and its worst, and I can say from personal experience how hungry to learn this girl is and how far she’s come!

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A Chat Over Tea with Horror Author Villimey Mist - cover image

S: Let’s start by talking about what you’re reading at the moment. What do you like about it?

V: I finished reading Diabolica Britannica the other day. It’s a horror anthology which I really like because there are so many varieties of horror in it that appeals to my dark soul. Psychological, Lovecraftian, even gory stuff. I highly recommend it.

S: I read it, too, and also recommended it for its wide range! There’s something for every lover of horror – even wimps like me who can’t take much. With so much variety, what’s your favourite kind of horror?

V: Gothic with haunting scenes and also the psychological horror. Anything that can twist my mind is great!

S: Which book has influenced you the most?

V: The Harry Potter books and the Cirque du Freak series by Darren Shan. The story telling of  Harry Potter is riveting and imaginative, and I love the creepiness along with the heart of the protagonist of Cirque du Freak.

S: I haven’t read Cirque du Freak but will check it out! Let’s talk about your books though. What are you working on right now?

V: I’m currently working on Nocturnal Salvation, the third book of my vampire horror series. It’s in the editing process right now and is going along smoothly so far.

S: I must say, I personally love this stage, because my shitty first draft transforms into a beautiful thing of… beauty *ahem* But I know many, maybe even most, authors absolutely loathe this stage! How do you feel about it?

V: I both like and dislike it. I like it because I can add more meat to the bone, so to speak, and I can catch any errors or plot holes. I dislike it because I can be a bit of an underwriter so I’d have to look more thoroughly. I also tend to use many words way too often! So many convenient clutches…

S: I think we all have this problem! In my first WIP, I overused windows for reasons I can’t explain :O Do you know what’s next after this WIP?

V: The fourth book in the series. I’ve written down most of the plot so once all the hassle with book 3 is finished, I’ll sit down and write the chapter outlines. But in-between, I’m writing short stories as well and really enjoying it!

S: And wasn’t there something about a prequel, too?

V: Oh yeah, there’s going to be a prequel with Sophie at the helm. But I need more time to research physical and psychological trauma to really connect with Sophie in that book. I also need to channel my anger and frustration to it as well.

S: What do you enjoy the most about this process? It could be anything from writing the first draft to doing research to connecting with readers on social media. What do you like about it?

V: What I enjoy the most is being able to sit down with a notebook ready and write it all down by hand. That’s where my creative juices really flow out of me and I happily get lost in the process, which can be difficult, especially if I’m writing it at work XD

S: I admire authors who can write their whole books by hand so much! My hand cramps just thinking about it o.o

What do you enjoy the least? Why do you dislike this part of being an author?

V: The marketing process. I very often forget to market my books and I also often feel bad for bothering people about it. It’s hard to stand in the sea of thousands of other writers and shout out your book. But apparently, one person said that I was good at it, so I just need to discover what is good about my marketing and really hone that skill.

S: I think what you do naturally is social media. You’re killing it on Twitter, and I know you’re around on Instagram quite a bit as well. All that is marketing, whether you’re actively talking about your book, discussing horror books, or talking about your favourite cake. Marketing always sounds scary, but it can mean so many things!

A Chat Over Tea with Horror Author Villimey Mist - Nocturnal Salvation by Villimey Mist
Coming to your shelves in 2021!

Now, inspiration is an often-asked-after topic for artists of all formats. How do you approach it? Do you find inspiration, do you let it come to you, and how do you do it?

V: Music is a big inspiration for me. If I hear a song and I can let myself imagine different scenarios connecting to that song, I’ll be inspired. Watching anime has also helped a lot. Just seeing it all in action, with encouraging music in the background is very inspiring. I often listen to anime openings whenever I want to get into the groove of drawing.

S: What’s on your Nocturnal Salvation playlist?

V: Break Stuff by Limp Bizkit, Found & Lost by Survive Said The Prophet, Still Waiting by Sum 41, Start a Riot by Duckwrth & Shaboozey, Home by Vince Staples & Richie Kohan, Swan Song by Dua Lipa, Whatever It Takes by Imagine Dragons, This is Me by Keala Settle, and Peace Sign sung by Caleb Hyles.

S: I wish I could write with music, but unless it’s instrumental, it’s too distracting.

Authors like to joke that, if someone were to look through their search history, they’d be in trouble. What’s the weirdest thing you ever researched, and which book was it for?

V: The red-light district and the Museum of Prostituition in Amsterdam for book 2, Nocturnal Farm. I had an inkling on how the red-light district worked but I learned a lot of interesting things about it through further research.

S: That sounds fascinating! What are some of the interesting things you’ve learned?

V: That the prostitutes have a union there. They get paid salaries, get sick days and vacation time. I thought that was awesome!

S: What do you consider the most important thing you’ve learned since you first decided to write a book?

V: Patience. It’s been very hard for me because I’m a very impatient person and I want everything done as quickly as possible. But the writing journey isn’t like that. If you pace yourself and try not to worry about time and deadlines, your experience will be a lot better.

S: I relate to that so much. I rushed my first book because I wanted it out there, but guess who ended up getting it re-edited (with all the trimmings this time) and re-published a few years later? *points at self* This idiot. 

When you’re not writing your book or reading others’, what do you do to relax and have fun?

V: I watch a lot of TV. It anchors me and allows for some mind-numbing fun. I also work out in the mornings, take walks while listening to podcasts, and do D&D with friends and my brother.

S: And finally, where else can we find you on the interwebs?

A Chat Over Tea with Horror Author Villimey Mist - author portrait of Villimey Mist

V: You can find me on Instagram as fangs.and.light where I post news about my books and my drawings. I’m also quite active on Twitter as VillimeyS so if you wanna chat, definitely connect with me there 🙂 I also have a blog/website which is in dire need of an update at www.villimeymistauthor.com

S: Thanks for chatting with me, Villimey!

As always, if you have a question for Villimey, leave it below and we’ll reply as soon as we can *high five*


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The Audiobook Diaries | Week 17

This won’t be a huge update, but there are a few things about the giveaway download codes and the release date itself that I wanted to add.

But first:

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The Audiobook Diaries | Week 17 - How to change your street date and how giveaway codes work

Your Audiobook’s Release Date

Way back in Week 1, I set the street date (aka the release date) for my audiobook. I had no idea what to put because I had no idea how long this process would take, so I guessed.

Before I continue, I want to stress that you shouldn’t change your release date once you’ve announced it. It’s okay to move it back if you need a little longer (don’t make a habit out of it though – it’s much more professional to set your date later and avoid this situation), but you should never move it forwards, because you’ve probably worked hard on building hype around a certain date, and you lose that by moving it forwards.

Now that’s out of the way:

I decided to move my date forwards.

I didn’t build hype around this release except for saying that I was working on an audiobook, linking to this diary here and there, and talking about the future release in general terms. I didn’t announce a date, so I had no public announcement to make because all anyone knew was that it was coming.

One of the reasons for this is that when you submit your audiobook with Findaway Voices, they will upload it to 43 online stores (at present – this number may change in the future). You can’t expect it to hit all 43 stores at the same time. Some simply take longer than others *glances at Audible*

The Audiobook Diaries | Week 17 - the full list of the 43 online stores Findaway Voices distribute your audiobook too
The full list of online stores Findaway Voices distributes your audiobook to. You can opt out of whichever ones you don’t want to sell with, but I’m not sure why you’d do that *scratches head*

So, announcing a date when only a fraction of the market (very likely not including Audible, since they can take the longest) was likely to be ready on that date seemed like madness to me.

Also, the audiobook is new, but the book itself has been out for four years. This is just a new format of an already published book, not a new release altogether!

You can, of course, approach this with as much hype and as many fanfares as you want, but do tread carefully.

SO, why in the seven hells did I decide to move my date forwards?

Giveaway Download Codes

Like with any book you publish, you’ll have the option to give away free copies in exchange for an honest review.

Excited that the big day was finally here, I invited my mailing list, my review team (for which I’d been recruiting again for this moment), and my Facebook reader group to sign up for a download code.

I didn’t realise at the time that I could only access the download codes once we’d reached the street date – in other words, you can only download and hand out giveaway codes once your book is out, not before.

The Audiobook Diaries | Week 17 - an example of the download codes you can generate

Unlike with paperbacks and ebooks, where you can send copies to reviewers as early as you fancy, you will have to wait to do the same with your audiobook.

I could already request the codes (read: the button was clickable), but I kept getting an error message, so I emailed Findaway Voices, they investigated, and explained the reason to me.

Fortunately, you can change your street date at any time leading up to the release, so I did that.

You should also offer your narrator some of these codes. Chances are, they’ll want to promote it, too, and this is an easy way to do it!

Wait, so Is Your Audiobook out Now?

Yes and no.

My new street date was Monday August 31st, and I received an email late on Wednesday telling me that Findaway Voices had detected four new links for my book – it’s available on GooglePlay, Apple, Scribd, Chirp, Kobo, and hibooks.

It’s not yet available on the other 37 stores.

So, no, your street date isn’t really when your book will be available.

At present, there’s no easy way to tell where your book is out and where it isn’t. You’ll receive an email when new stores are added, but there’s no page where they’re all listed with ticks and Upload Pendings.

I know they’re working on adding one, but right now, I’m checking Audible myself every day to see if it’s there. Because I’m impatient and can’t wait for the email.

Summary:

  • You can change your release date/street date any time until your audiobook is out.
  • Your street date arriving doesn’t mean that your audiobook is available everywhere, so don’t go announcing it like you would the release date of an ebook.
  • If you’re enrolled in VoicesPlus, you can generate and hand out 100 download codes – but only once the street date has arrived!

What’s Next?

There’s only one thing left:

Global publication *rubs hands together* *muhahaha*

As I said, publication varies and takes longer on some stores than others, so I’m currently waiting to hear that it’s on Audible. I’ll make an announcement once it is (since it’s already on Google and Apple)!

If you have any questions about the audiobook production process, leave a comment and ask away!


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September Goals 2020 | Just… Write All the Things *shrugs*

This will be the shortest goals post ever, friends and bookworms. It’s September, and that means I’m going back to work near the end–not for all five days like I usually would, but for three days + two when I’ll be working from home. I don’t know how busy with library stuff I’ll be on those days. I’m torn between being tempted to start writing and marketing at the weekend and being grateful for those two days of not needing to go anywhere.

(the little devil on my shoulder is asking me, ‘Why not both?’ Indeed. Why not both.)

Long story short, I’ve no idea how much I’ll have time for this month. This will be a new type of routine for me, but I’m excited to carve out something that works for me and my books.

So, instead of the usual book-specific headers, these are my goals for September:

  • write a lot (The Silence of Magic, Blood Wisp, some short stories maybe)
  • read a lot (all the things!)
  • market a lot (mainly the audiobook once it’s available everywhere)

*shrugs*

It’s not impressive, but it is what I’ve got. It’ll be more specific at the end of the month once I know what I’ve done ^-^


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August Progress | One Submitted Audiobook (*throws confetti*) and One VERY Messy Re-Structure (*inhales tea*)

Ever sit down to reflect on how much progress you’ve made and have no idea how much progress you’ve made? I genuinely couldn’t remember where I was at the beginning of August o.o

I looked back over my post earlier this month, where I said August would be all about my audiobook, and it kinda was (and still is) :

The Rise of the Sparrows Audiobook

I spent a good chunk of time this month listening to every chapter and sending feedback where needed. My narrator got on it right away, and long story short, I approved and submitted it *throws confetti*

My purse is a lot lighter, but I can’t wait to share this book and see how much you all love my amazing narrator <3

All being well, it’ll be out on Monday, but I don’t have much control over this part *shrugs*

For all the details, read my audiobook diaries.

Blood Wisp

I may have mentioned this before, but I expected the re-structuring to be monstrous…

And it was.

But it’s done now and I can actually rewrite the thing rather than obsess over the non-existent structure and very messy first draft :O

The Silence of Magic

The above didn’t leave too much time for this WIP, but I did write a little bit, I named some currencies, and I named almost all the countries. Some are a little harder to figure out, but I do at least know the general direction for them, which will help a lot when my characters talk about them.

And that’s it–a super short progress report after the super short goals I set at the start of this month 🙂


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Mini Book Reviews August 2020 | Morning Star, When You Were Everything, Diabolica Britannica

Oh hey, it’s ANOTHER new monthly post! I must be getting my shit together :O

Every month, I post mini reviews of the books I’ve read that month. I’m not a fast reader, so these posts won’t be long *ahem*

(also, just writing this title made me realise how widely I read these days #highfive)

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Mini book review image Morning Star by Pierce Brown

MORNING STAR by Pierce Brown

Review: I actually don’t know how to review this o.o As I’m writing this post, I’m just under 100 pages away from the end. There’s just been a wedding scene (damning enough on its own), and the only part of the vows Brown shows is the ’til death do us part’ bit, so I’m sweating and frankly, I’m terrified of the last 80 pages. I’m not ready for it, and I’m pretty sure I’ll still be in a lot of pain when I have finished it.

If you love sci-fi with excellent everything and more pain than you can handle, you need this series.

Favourite Quote:

Maybe that’s just the nature of us, ever wishing for things that were and could be rather than things that are and will be.

(I wrote down so many though)

Rating:


Mini book review image When You Were Everything by Ashley Woodfolk

WHEN YOU WERE EVERYTHING by Ashley Woodfolk

Review: I went for this audiobook whenever my feelings weren’t ready for more Morning Star. It’s narrated extremely well, and it’s also weirdly nostalgic for me because my BFF and I fought when we were the MC’s age, so I feel a lot of this book.

Due to the topic, it’s also full of teenage growing-up drama, which isn’t really my thing – I knew that from the blurb going in though, so I didn’t take a heart away for that. It’s not like it mislead me. I did take one heart away because I don’t really care overall. I can easily put this book down and do something else.

BUT it’s well written, really well narrated, and I think it’s an important book for young readers to help them realise that not all friendships last forever, and that this is okay.

Favourite Quote:

Everything feels like a memory in a city when it snows.

(This is also the opening line <3)

Rating:


mini book review image Diabolica Britannica

DIABOLICA BRITANNICA by Keith Anthony Baird

Review: I always struggle with anthologies. A lot of these stories were great, and I’ve found some authors I want to read more by. It also had stories that didn’t work for me. As with all anthologies, the wide selection of different talents is its blessing and its curse *shrugs*

Since it shows off a wide range of British horror authors, you’re guaranteed to find stories you’ll love! It’s very worth a read if horror is your genre (or even if you’re a wimp, like me – none of them terrified me!), and with the profits going to the NHS, there’s no reason not to give this a try.

Favourite Quote:

In many ways, Ruth had never really left. But when she heard about the village being revealed again after six straight years of draught, she knew she had to go back. To see the only place where she had ever belonged. To relive that time when she had become her true self. To make sure.

from The Flow by Tim Lebbon

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